Archive for July, 2009

Photographs old and new

Friday, July 31st, 2009

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I stumbled accross two photographs this week, one old and one new! The old one was hanging on the wall in a friends house and shows the Homerton College 1st XV in 1993. I really must hunt a copy down. Can you spot the vicar of S. Barnabas sporting a shock of hair and trying to look as tough as possible? Oh to be 19 again!!!

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The next photograph was taken at the West Runton open air ‘Songs of Praise’ service in Norfolk recently. Visible are my parents amidst the happy throng…tell me my father is not clapping!!! No such outdoor antics in Tunbridge Wells, not that there’s anything wrong with it, we just prefer processions with smoke, much lace, glorious copes and fancy umbrellinas…I include a vintage shot to give you an idea! (Oh and if you didn’t get the rugby poser…he is third from left on the back row)

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Jemima’s fairy bedroom

Thursday, July 30th, 2009

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After weeks of planning and a raid on the savings account, Jemima’s new ‘big girl’ bedroom was completed this week. The idea being that she will be settled in her new surrounds long before the new occupant, expected in October, takes over the nursery!! Fortunately she loves it, having chosen the colours herself, and her previous feeling that the baby should sleep in the garden seems to be waning. How fortunate we are to have such a lovely Vicarage in which to live and how fortunate we are to have a little girl to share it with us! It is not long now until the birth of baby and the excitement is mounting.

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It’s a small, small world!

Thursday, July 30th, 2009

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Last night I used a free evening to catch up with an old college friend, Simon Middleton, who is now teaching at Dulwich College. It was a really enjoyable evening and an award must go to the wonderful barmaid at ‘The Mansion’ in Dulwich for giving us such a warm and sincere welcome. The food was excellent (with the exception of one chewy steak, returned to sender) and the beer and company good.

The ’small world’ moment arrived courtesy of Kate & Perry (pictured), two friends of Simon who joined us for the evening. Natives of New Zealand they have been teaching in London for the past two years but are now preparing for a dramatic move to Abu Dhabi. As we talked it emerged that ‘Miss Skipper’ has already appeared on an Anglo-Catholic blog! The reason being that her teaching post has been done at S. Peter’s school, Wapping- the parish priest being one Fr. Trevor Jones SSC. A small world indeed and we enjoyed finding his blog on the iphone, she is the teacher in the white top! Fr. Jones will be delighted to know that Miss Skipper was full of praise for his passion and support of the school and assured me that the children ‘think he is wonderful’. High praise indeed!

I end by wishing Kate and Perry al the best for their new life together and my prayers for their forthcoming marriage.

Tax Grrrr!!!

Wednesday, July 29th, 2009

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Those looking for light hearted fun look away. I am finishing off my tax returns and therefore I am in full Victor Meldrew mode!! You have been warned…grumpy guts is posting today:

Why is tax so complicated? Having waded through paperwork to access the correct information for our family tax credit form… I hit an unseen wall. For some inexplicable reason the tax office, despite being told twice, have not updated Hayley’s employment status which changed in 2007. So it was off the phone, contact Hayley, queue again for an advisor…only to be told they needed the exact hours she works. Why? Dear God why? I have the figures damn you!! Why? So off the phone, contact Hayley and now, equipped with the necessary information AGAIN, I am sitting idle back in a horribly long queue waiting for my 4th advisor of the day! Grrr!!!

Why does it have to be so demanding? Why can’t we all just pay a set figure according to salary and be done with it? And how on earth does that minority not as bright as myself cope with all of this? It is bewildering at times!

But today’s irritating experience is as nothing compared to last week when filling out my own tax return. We encourage the use of our online facility, state the HM Revenue and Customs, and so I began to do just that….only to discover, some time into the procedure (and thus committed) that the free online service has a sordid little secret. Only some forms are provided, other essential elements are left out. In order to access these, such as the ‘ministers of religion’ form, one must use specialist software from a list of registered providers….a snip at £25 minimum. Yes it would seem rip off Britain has learnt a new trick, from now on we are to pay for the privilege of filing our own tax returns. How charming!

Time for my Daily Mail headline……’what has happened to this nation?’ Far from being a community built on Christian ideals, in which we look out for one another, we have become a nation of greed in which individuals are increasingly used as cash cows for large corporations. When Labour came to power we were promised ‘things could only get better’ am I alone in suggesting they have got a good deal worse? And this is not a party political point as I am not confident other parties would have been much better. Never in British history have we been taxed so heavily, with stealth taxes at every turn, and yet we see so little for it. And of course, due to the criminal greed of banks and the current leadership of this nation, things are about to get a whole lot worse. Taxes will rise further and services cut like never before.

Meanwhile we can be confident that energy firms will continue to announce multi billion profits whilst continually hiking prices, which affect the elderly and vulnerable in a terrible way. Train tickets will remain amongst the most expensive in the developed world. Supermarkets will continue to grow in power and strength with groceries rising in price. And, what is more, the nation will continue to creek and groan under the crippling red tape and political correctness that turns common sense and trust into things of the past.

Why should I be forced to change car insurer on a regular basis order to avoid paying over the top premiums? Whatever happened to rewarding customer loyalty? Why should the M25 be slowed simply to force us to pay a 50% surcharge to use the Dartford Crossing? When we were promised it would be free once paid for?

Something is wrong at the heart of our nation. And as I fill out my tax return…(honestly, can you believe it MPs?)… I yearn for a more simple and decent way of life. A Christian way of life. The Western Empire is collapsing and it is profoundly sad living within a soulless, greedy society which seems to lack vision, integrity and purpose. There told you I was grumpy!!

When fudge becomes farce

Tuesday, July 28th, 2009

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So the Archbishop has spoken out concerning the inflammatory action of the Episcopal Church in America in voting to allow active homosexuals to enter holy orders. I must say my heart sank the second I looked at this response, the sheer length convincing me that what lay ahead was the usual Anglican tactic of fudge and gobbledygook in an attempt to paper over cracks. I was right.

If nothing else we Anglicans have become masters at using lots of words to say nothing much within official responses that can be interpreted in multiple ways. Sadly though this woolly approach is no longer going to pacify within a church stretched to breaking point. The Christology of orthodox and liberals is not only different these days, it is diametrically opposed. What one believes actually negates the other expression of faith and no amount of kindly words and generous actions will change that.

So what we need is clarity and authority. The Church of England must decide what it wants to be. A part of the Universal Church preaching the faith in sympathy with Christians elsewhere and in obedience to an orthodox understanding of scripture. Or else a radical Church of the West that seeks to redefine faith for a new generation, willing to re-interpret where the Spirit is believed to be leading. Now is the time for decision. It is one or other not both for, as scripture warns, a house divided will fall.

But sadly such decisive leadership is not to be found in ++Rowan. Once again the duality of his message appeases nobody and he is left looking like a kindly old school master struggling to cope with the rigours of modern life. I am sorry to attack his post today, as I genuinly think he is a good soul struggling to make something out of a terrible mess, but this latest statement simply will not/cannot do.

So what IS ++Rowan proposing? Well rather than admonishing or congratulating the Americans, Rowan goes for a slap on the wrist and an act of appeasement. What we are offered is a bewildering (and totally unprecedented) vision of a ‘two track’ church. On the first track will exist those Christians who hold traditional views on sexuality and on the other those who wish to embrace the more radical view. Both are to be seen as loyal Anglicans, though the first stream more so than the second (eh?), and both must be commended for living out their faith in the way they feel called. In my opinion this farcical fudge comes across as being as desperate as it is unworkable and weak.

What about our ecclesiology, the theology of the church which teaches that we are to be one? And what about truth? Christ did not, to my knowledge, die for the sins of the world in a manner that called people to follow through the choice of different tracks!

Then in a lesser way we might ask how it is to manifest. Because sexuality is not the only issue over which their is disagreement and a chronic lack of clear leadership. What of the huge difference of belief regarding women’s ordination? Are we opponents sat on the first or second track…or may both pro and anti WO people choose the track that fits best according to their views on sexuality?? What of the congregations where some are first track and some second, who will minister to them? The whole thing is a total shambles and a farce and today I am lamenting the fact that I am an Anglican. I am embarrassed and confused by what my church is teaching.

Surely everyone, regardless of belief, can see that this represents nothing more and nothing less than total anarchy. Believe what you will but please remember we are family! That is not good enough for a church with a mission and a purpose. We need to seek the truth and witness to it in love.

Either it is God’s will that active homosexual clergy can be ordained or it is not. Either women may share this calling or they may not. So the Church of England must decide; either embrace these innovations and compensate those unable to follow or discipline those who acting without authority and who are thus preaching heresy, no matter how sincere their belief. Both those paths lead to a parting of the ways but in reality that happened long ago. No amount of papering over cracks can hide the deep rift that now exists and I fear that an unwillingness to follow either path could lead to a collapse of the whole operation. A house divided cannot stand and a Church without an agreed set of beliefs cannot possibly hope to convert and inspire.

All I can discern at the heart of the Archbishops writing is a willingness to accept pluralism due to a deep desire for unity. But truth is not a matter of opinion and the Archbishop of all people should know that.

Only a complete fool could deny the deep damage that accepting WO and the consecration of active homosexuals has done to the Anglican Church. The schism which ++Rowan fears is not held back by this statement it is worsened. Synod be warned, a church preaching the Catholic faith will not belong on track one or track two. It will belong in a different church.

Pray for gay Christians

Monday, July 27th, 2009

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I have been growing increasingly concerned for Christians who happen to be gay. Ever since the American branch of the Anglican Church, having succeeded in inventing women priests/Bishops, decided to fight for ‘gay rights’, the spotlight has been unfairly turned in the direction of those attracted to people of the same sex. This has led to a two fold disaster in my mind.

Firstly it has led some to express what can only be termed as foul homophobic views. As progressives have sought to sanction sexually active homosexuals to enter holy orders, so others have gone too far in expressing disapproval and for all the wrong reasons. The result being that homosexual sin has been elevated above other sins, allowing many with beams in their own eyes to scream for the removal of specks in others!

For evidence, we might consider how some Christians seem fine ignoring the wicked Anglican ambivalence towards abortion or are happy endorsing women priests and embracing remarriage of divorcees in church, whilst then being passionate in voicing disapproval on all matters gay! Pick and mix orthodoxy is no orthodoxy at all and we do well to remember that. A persecution of homosexuals has no place in Christian faith and those who feel truly hostile towards gay Christians should look long and hard in the mirror! Many of the finest priests and laity happen to be gay.

The second disaster is found on the other side of the coin, whereby homosexual unions are treated in the same way as marriage. Churches who offer this service of blessing are guilty of deluding themselves and the people they seek to serve. If someone asked me to bless a civil partnership I would refuse, not because the thought of homosexual relationships bothers me, but because I have no blessing to give. As a priest I can only give God’s blessing and I would be leading people astray if I claimed an ability to bless things which I cannot be certain God himself has blessed.

The Christian faith and my holy orders must trump my personal feelings, I am not free to do whatever I fancy. This lesson concerning obedience in faith is something the American Episcopal Church, and some Christians in this country, seem to have abandoned. When we start preaching what we think God ought to say, instead of what he has revealed in scripture, we are on a slippery slope. Removing God’s face from his throne and replacing it with our own comes very naturally to humans. The faith is ours to follow it is not ours to invent.

See why I feel sadness when the media drags this issue through the press? It is cruel on those affected, the gay Christians themselves, and my heart goes out to them. On the one hand I want to offer them my total support but on the other I am not able to offer something which the Christian faith itself does not have to offer.

Instead, as a priest, I attempt to offer love, compassion and support to all whilst preaching the faith as I have received it. I cannot pretend that the Christian tradition allows for active unions when it does not, but that does not mean I close the doors on those whose lives fall short. Many modern sex lives fall outside the Christian boundary, my own has at times, and the church has a confessional for this purpose. Forgiveness is there for all who turn to Christ.

So today let us all pray for homosexual Christians, remembering that the faith we have received tells us the only place where sexual intercourse is sanctified is within marriage, for the benefit of society and the welfare of children and not the gratification of individuals. And Let us encourage all people, married and single, to order their lives in accordance with Christ’s will, knowing he will provide grace to overcome temptation to all who pray with sincerity. Finally let us never single out certain sins for special criticism, nor misrepresent the faith we hold dear, but always seek to offer love, encouragement and support to fellow sinners.

Its OUR Birthday!!

Friday, July 24th, 2009

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Today I feel proud and emotional (sniff, sniff)…because this blog is officially one year old!! And what an incredible year it has been, with topics ranging from parish news, theological thoughts and church politics to indulgent family photographs. Almost every day something has been posted, however random, mainly because I am rarely short of opinion…it was ever thus!

I must say I never expected the Blog to catch on like it has, originally envisaging perhaps a third of the congregation at most becoming regular readers. But in fact, with hit counts growing exponentially, as of yesterday evening there have been no less that 71,752 hits! That is an incredible number and includes many visitors from all over the world. So if you are a foreign reader, do leave a message and let us know where you are!

To my surprise the Blog was even highlighted in an article in the local press yesterday, running with the headline ‘Thoughts of Father Ed prove a hit on the internet!’ Whilst I had been speaking to a reporter about our parish, I had no idea she would focus exclusively on the blog. Some of the phrases she used made me smile; ‘has taken the religious ‘rant’ to a new level!’ or howabout ‘never afraid to speak his mind’!! However I think I prefer ‘meanwhile the S. Barnabas blog continues to provide the world at large with Fr. Ed’s singular vision, underpinned by a strong faith’!! Such comment is not likely to do my humility much good, especially as I am praised for displaying ‘dynamic leadership’…whatever that may mean!! (a nice way of saying stubborn, loud mouth perhaps?!), so its a good thing that I know the truth!

For in honesty I am often a little embarrassed when given the credit for revival in this parish, which the article highlights, as it was my predecessor Fr Kenneth who sowed many of the seeds and the wonderful congregation who have pulled together to do the hard work. It is these people, as much as I, who are responsible for the ‘feel good factor’ that is in evidence in the parish today.

So then, gloriously diverse readership…on this our birthday I want to say a huge THANKYOU! I am delighted that you find reason to return to this blog and am always appreciative of your comments and emails (with just one or two exceptions!!) Please keep reading and praying for our parish. Now all together let us sing..’happy birthday to you, happy birthday etc etc’

Hurrah for Garfield Weston!

Friday, July 24th, 2009

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Over the last few months a lot of work has been going on behind the scenes to raise funds for the ‘S. Barnabas’ Community project’ -a vision to transform our tired hall into a thriving provision for the whole community. The plans, which have been granted planning permission, detail a new kitchen and community cafe, a health clinic, office space, counseling rooms, pre-school toilets and cloakroom, a wonderful new entrance, extra storage, disabled access and lift and a multi-purpose meeting room.

The completion of this project will dramatically improve the lives of local people and place a building of real purpose at the bottom of Camden Road. Meaning that people will have direct access to an NHS baby clinic, drug and alcohol services, adult education, youth provision, counseling services and, of course, the preschool. The flood of people entering this new facility, will then aid the economy of Camden, ensuring that re-generation becomes possible as money is spent within the impoverished locality. Finally this provision will allow the church to remain open, acting as a springboard to faith, as many people are ushered to our doorstep.

Thus far an initial build phase has seen the construction of an enclosed playground for the preschool, formation of a car parking area and new doors and windows for the hall. Incredibly the £100k required for this phase (coupled with the design of the building) was raised without a single form being filled, all rather wonderful and an answer to prayer. HOWEVER….we are not there yet, because there is still the small matter of raising half a million pounds (in the current economic climate!!) in order to guide the project to completion.

Which is why Andy Cressall, a member of our congregation, has been spending one day a week filling out applications to external grant making bodies. Unless you have ever done such work you will have no idea how much work this entails. Forms tend to be inches thick and require information tailored to specific needs. The ‘Children in Need’ form alone took Andy and I four and a half hours to complete and left our heads reeling!

This week though the first reply came back and (drumroll please) thanks to the Garfield Weston Foundation we are now £10,000 closer to our target!! Fantastic news which will bolster the community and encourage other grant making bodies to follow suit. It is a small step but a vital one. I would ask every reader to add our project to your prayers. May God help us raise the necessary funds to overturn a Century of neglect in this pocket of poverty which exists in this town of such wealth. Then we can really reach out to the community whom we have been called to serve.

NB: seems a problem with the comments, am looking into it!

Barna-Bus Pre-school celebrates

Thursday, July 23rd, 2009

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Yesterday I had the pleasure of visiting our newly formed church pre-school, the Barna-Bus, who were spending the final morning of term in Dunorlan Park for a shared family picnic. What a happy occasion it was as we celebrated the end of our first academic year! After games and activities the children, aged between 2 and 5, gathered for special presentations being made to the children moving onto ‘big school’ in September (some of whom are pictured above with their medals). Naturally the vast majority will be attending S. Barnabas primary school and the hard work that has been done between the preschool and school reception class should make this a very smooth process.

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I must say it brought a lump to the throat watching the tots receive medals and certificates. The pride in the children was clear to see, how wonderful that all the hard work in setting up this venture has proved so worthwhile. I am hugely indebted to the staff, parents and children whose dedication and commitment has ensured the Barna-Bus pre-school is such an enormous success.

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So what are the benefits? Primarily we have ensured that our local families, amongst the least well off in town, are now gathered together and provided for. Many of our families could not afford provision anywhere else in town, which means that we are making a very real difference in the lives of many children. Secondly the pre-school allows us to settle our local children into an educational environment prior to entering school. This means they now come into the classroom ready to learn, with many skills already ironed out. This can only increase the standards of education throughout the community. The pre-school has also helped us hold onto families who historically left us. Having graduated through our mother and toddler group and preschool, local families are now confident of what is on offer in our wonderful school, little wonder we have a waiting list for the very first time!

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Those are just a few of the benefits and there are many others. Please pray for the Barna-Bus preschool, thanking God for its successful first year and praying for its ongoing future. The implementation of this provision was a major part of our mission as a parish over the last few years and we pray that it will work as envisaged. The challenge in running a preschool at the lowest possible cost to parents is huge. But with everyone pulling together I am certain we will maintain the excellent standards laid down…and thankfully we already have strong numbers for next year!

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Saint Mary Magdalene

Wednesday, July 22nd, 2009

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Above is a picture of Antonio Canova’s incredible sculpture of the penitent Mary Magdalene, whose feast falls this day. S. Mary Magdalene is one of the most dramatic figures in the Gospel due to mystery surrounding her history, which suggests something both seductive and scandalous! Was she a woman of the night before meeting Christ? Ultimately we have no idea, but we do know that this life was transformed by grace in Christ Jesus, allowing for new life in him. Thus S. Mary Magdalene speaks of the forgiveness that any sinner can find. It is for this witness that the Christian gives thanks.

But whilst God may have forgotten Mary’s sins the world never has! Her saucy image has made her a favourite of artists who, in stricter days than these, used her biblical stature to their advantage. For Mary’s pious identity, coupled with that naughty past, allowed them to use subtle poses and flashes of flesh which in any other circumstance would be condemned as lewd and unwarranted! Mary Magdalene thus became a loophole allowing for saucy titillation. What that says about man is certainly pathetic, but it has ensured she is now celebrated in museums and galleries around the world! we see an example of this in this work by Lefebvre in 1876

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Without doubt Magdalene’s finest hour arrived on the most glorious morning in history. For it was she whom Jesus chose to appear, charging her with the awesome responsibility of spreading the news concerning his resurrection. John’s account of this encounter is amongst the most moving passages in scripture and regularly brings a tear to my eye. It is infused with love, sensitivity and hope, the first ray of light to dispel the darkness of our human condition. Perhaps it is no co-incidence that Jesus chose to appear to the disciple who had, formerly, been the greatest sinner?

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The current Bishop of Durham, +Tom Wright, recently drew attention to this passage.In his opinion, Jesus choice in appearing to Magdalene is clear evidence that women are important in the ministry of the church. Equal to men in their calling to Christian service. I would agree wholeheartedly, Magdalene is indeed proof that Christ takes women’s ministry seriously and called, (and still calls), women to work for his kingdom. Who could deny this glorious truth?

But sadly the Bishop of Durham then uses this truth, rather bizarrely, to justify the Anglican innovation of ordaining women as priests and bishops. He argues that this encounter proves women were called to the apostolic ministry, equal to the 12 apostles in the work which was to follow. Hmmm!? Only an Evangelical, with a rather weak understanding of priesthood, could make the mistake that he does.

For if we look more closely at the scriptural passage we see that Christ calls Mary to be an Evangelist, not an Apostle. The distinction here is crucial. Her duty is to spread the good news, to tell others of Jesus love and resurrection. She is called into wonderful and profoundly important service but that service is, in no way, sacramental. Thus it does not, as the Bishop suggests, make her an apostle in the conventional sense. I would argue that instead of backing the argument for women’s ordination, it does the opposite, adding credence instead to the Catholic belief that God treats man and woman as equals but with different roles and functions in the service of his kingdom.

But let us not focus on the priesthood today but the ministry of all believers. It is my sincere prayer that Forward in Faith will take seriously the ideas recently mooted at the Bishop of Fulham’s meeting. Ideas which demonstrate a universal desire amongst his clergy to focus more on women’s ministry and create a new visible role and function for the women of our movement. A role which highlights their equality, worth and dignity by rejoicing in their difference. May S. Mary Magdalene inspire us to do just that as we seek to do his will on earth, as it is in heaven.